Insuccesso...

Well I tried the white noise/ping-pong ball technique during the long car ride today (without the ping pong balls) I had my Mp3 player that luckily had an FM radio. I lay down in the car with my pillow and Skullcandy earbuds with static blasting so it's the only thing I can hear. I zone out a little but nothing to great.

At our first bathroom stop I was waken up from my zone but I didn't get out. I recognized the place we were at without really looking and I lied back down to sleep without static. And I had a mini daydream of Becca being behind the car. And for some reason I thought to myself "Becca is the ONLY one there (or here I'm not sure)"

Then I suddenly felt a bit of that drowsy feeling like I often do when entering sleep paralysis. Knowing that I was about to enter SP I stayed still and then I SHOT INTO IT! Paralyzed nothing but black! I experimented with hallucinations I got the sensation of a spider crawling on my face or some kind of bug and I thought to myselfy "What if I hear knocking?" I shortly after heard knocking on the window I tried to bring on a lucid dream but I slipped out of SP gently because I got too excited... Then shortly after everyone got back in the car and I went to sleep after everything settled down...